by Nash de Los Santos (Author)
What do you do when your prayers feel unanswered, your faith feels dry, and God seems painfully silent?
When It Hurts to Believe is a deeply personal and brutally honest journey through grief, depression, spiritual dryness, and doubt, and how one man found God not by escaping the pain, but by walking through it.
Once a seminarian who turned away from the Church and declared himself an atheist, author Nash Delos Santos shares his raw and redemptive story of rediscovering God in the most unexpected places: in the silence of depression, the brokenness of marriage, the pain of loss, and the hidden grace of the Eucharist.
Through real-life experiences, Catholic reflections, and gentle encouragement, this book invites readers to confront their own questions:
- Why does a loving God allow suffering?
- What does it mean when we don't "feel" God anymore?
- Can faith survive tragedy, doubt, and silence?
If you've ever wrestled with God in the dark, or sat in church with a tired soul, When It Hurts to Believe was written for you. This is not a book of answers, it's a companion for the journey.